“Broken”

My minds locked up down deep inside.A whistling dagger pierced souls and hearts for lost love a key can’t open.Through the voice of stupidity and the ferocious words, having no mercy the more I spoke.Ripping and tearing , devouring it all, not listening for answers, just saying it all.A thinking list, playing events gently down your spine. Paralyzed with every emotion, can’t go back in time. Every word, gesture, or movement is a stored time capsule in my brain.A broken heart, tears that fell, sunlight shinning, rain falling in your face. The river flowed over as I poured myself a cup. Losing someone that means so much. Careless lips that locked the heart. Wishing time to devert away. By fault and fatal mistake, not giving the real me. Jealousy, desire, lust, petals from a rose. Love me, love me not, falling from the lips. Watching every door that opens, closing just as quick. I want to take my time with you, wash away my past, wishing in well, wanting it to last. Time flying by, seeing you fade away. The conversations that are started are easily led astray. Communication getting nowhere, pouring concrete in my skull. Desperation of the night when my world turns upside down, falling, just falling to the ground. Whispering weeping willows, the wind bringing gentle messages of. I’m sorry, never wanting to hurt the angel you are, hoping for forgiveness, wherever you are.

(Written by Bradlee W. Benton/ copyright 2011/ World poetry Movement)